What is God for me????

I was not a believer of God lately.. But I will find it good when I go to Temple or any Meditation session.. Then I gave a thought of what is that is so attracting me to temple or any other gathering or any satsang.... It's very simple thing.. E=Mc2, which we all studied in our schools and was known as basic for all the known physics..


Physics and God.. I am not mad.. Refer the title.. It's my view... I used to go to temple every Thursdays and Saturdays once upon a time.. Used to attend all family pujas and homas for sure.. But as I grew up.. I have become more selfish.. I am not getting what I ask from god.. So thought.. What is this.. If I really want that... Why is he not giving it to me..then I saw people brining god fora small coconut.. and they also have a reason for it.. he is simple and he is happy if you give small flower also with dedication.. Ditch all those..Thats what I did..

I started asking him only one thing... What ever is best for me...Let it happen.. then I thougth.. Who is he to decide what is best for me.. fine.. heis creator. if e is creator.. Why these problems.. Why do we need to learn lessons the tough way??


Okie.. so Now I came into a stage where.. I stopped praying to god all together... I started hating him these days.. But as the introduction above says.. I still go to temple and go to satsang.. I go to gatherings.. I go and listento talks by gurus.. I feel good when I do these things..So I started thinking.. what is going on inside me.. Am I follower of God.. What is God for me????


I was observing a friend who was very down and sad one day.. As usual I was waiting outside for her and she went inside to see her god.. She came out after 10 mins.. Aarti was going out at that time.. I like that song a lot.. I was enjoying the song.. I can see her face... She was happy.. She came out as if she saw god and he has solved all her problems.. She came to me and told me .. I am fresh and good.. Then I started thinking.. Why is it so... Then I thought.. I am not alone who feel so.. most of the people go to god with some problem or other in their minds... When you go there.. What is actually happening inside me.. that's what I thought.. I started observing myself.. I am doing two things there which are making me happy after I go to temple and see god..

1. I am telling my problems... It is safe option.. if it is something wrong also.. who cares.. he is not gonna tell anyone.. So.. best buddy to share problems..

2. I am concentrating all my energy in one thing inside my mind.. So.. As people say when you are sad you are actually having negative vibrations.. for that time Ihad positive vibrations..


I went back and checked this with lot of things over net and I found that this is a good reasoning.. Its very simple.. Its group consciousness.. When you have kids around you.. how much ever sad you are you will smile after sometime.. this is nothing but their innocence and their influence on us..

So don't feel bad going to god when you are down.. he wont mind if he exists.. You are not bribing.. You are just using that coconut to bring your senses to a point so that you can concentrate...

So guys.. happy praying.. and be happy always.. Its not wrong "Not to believe in God and still go to temple"...

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